How do I control, an overactive mind?How do I open up and let someone inside? What do I do when I can’t switch off? When the world keeps turning but it isn’t enough.
People often tell me, I think about things too much, but I usually feel I haven’t thought enough.
We only have one life and one chance to shine, I want to make it the best, I want to make it mine.
I want to make a difference to somebodies life, to erase all the negative, the worries, the strife.
I want to experience those feelings you read about in books, all of the excitement, the love, the stolen looks.
I feel like I’m stranded and cannot find the way. All I’m doing is surviving, getting by day to day.
I do not want to spend my life, feeling incomplete, looking round every corner, wondering who I’ll meet.
I feel such utter confusion and a mix of feelings all the time, I want to understand myself, I want to free my mind.
I want to cherish the moments and make the most of today but most of all I want to live it my way.